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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

wow.... so it really has been along time since i last updated. So much has happend since november, my last update. Well last update i think i talked about breaking up with Chad... Things with us just wasnt working out. we never got to see eachother. I was always driving out to his house and i woud get there and wouldnt even be aloud to go inside his house. Thats really fucked up isnt is? so about that, i broke up with him. it wasnt fair to me. he was mad, but ohhh well. I found someone so much better. OMG! He's amazing. His name is David. We have been together since oct. i broke up with chad in oct not november, anyway we've been together ever since. And I LOVE IT!!!!!! we got our own apartment together and i love every day of it.. I love sleeping with him, waking up to him kissing me or rubbing my back, its so amazing! And heres some more wonderful news, we our gonna have a baby!!!!!!!! It wasnt planned or anything it just kinda happened. Im 3months pregant. Im not sure what im having yet but ill know soon. IM Excited!!!!!well im going to lay with my babybubye


Wednesday, November 29, 2006

me and chad have been over shortly after i  wrote my las entry. i couldnt handle it anymore.... to much bullshit to go through...

plus... i found someone so amazing... even to this day it takes my breath away.

 

David............. I have truly fallen inlove with this boy. Hes amazing words cant even explain it. We basicly live together right now. things are good.  I met him at work and we've been together over a month now. He treats me like a princess... he tells me im beautiful, buys me things, washes my hair in the shower, rubs my back, he just takes wonderful care of me. im so happy with him. gosh!!!!

 

Im inlove!


Friday, October 13, 2006

Chad is grounded for 2 weeks and i have no clue why.... he left me voice mail while i was in class and told me he wouldnt be talking to me for about 2weeks. so his gay ass fuckin retarded ass parents took his phone and  grounded him for me... what the fuck. I feel like im in middle school still.. i fuckin cant wait till chad turns 18 next month. i dont get this shit................ im thinking he got caught skipping today when he came to my house but i dont even know because i havent talked to him since he left me house around noon. bullllllllllllshit..... damn im about to be 19 next month and chads going to be 18 but i feel like we're little kids.... well i dont, only when  it comes to seeing him and his gay parents.....  so what am i gonna do.... our annervisery is coming up on the 20th and sweetest day is on the 21st and im not gonna be able to spend it with him... FUCK THIS SHIT. omg im so mad. i dunno what to do........ if i didnt love this boy i would break up with him... but im madly inlove with him. so thats not ever gonna happen.

 

errr....

well ive been workin my ass off... every fuckin night. im tired as hell everyday..

 

hmm i dunno im just had to vent for a minute about chad.. goin to bed

 

good night


Saturday, September 30, 2006

..........

... I have a hangover....


Tuesday, September 12, 2006

You brighten up my life!

lately things have been pretty good....  but i miss Chad so damn much during the week. It really sucks cause i only get to see him on the weekends... it makes me sad cause i miss him with all my heart. Hes a wonderful boyfriend and im so lucky to have him in my life. He's more then amazing words cant explain how he makes me feel. I love my baby!!!

Tricia is a awesome bestfriend... and I love her more then ANYTHING!!! that gurl is my heart for sure. I cant wait to chill with my baby girl.

School is good.... college is better then i thought it would be. SOO much better then high school.... its good. I got class today at 2, English class, and for once in my life i actually like this english class. its all good in the hood.. haha

So my dad went to chicago today and wont be home till sometime tomorrow.. I invited Tricia and keith to come over, dunno if they  will, but i also invited my baby to come out too, dunno if he can either...... it sucks living in a different city then the people i love and wanna be around.

Im playing softball for washtenaw.. we had our first game lastnight and we WON!!!!! whoo hooo!!!

well im outt gotta take a shower before class, clean the house up some, you know the deal... h0lla back pimpin!

 



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